I am starting my battle with myself today ! Lately, a lot of bad things have happened to me one after another. I am writing these words after having a good, serious cry. Am I writing this as someone who has given up on life, or to prove to myself that I am a warrior? The money I saved up over the last three years—scraped together through sheer hard work and sacrifice—was unjustly taken from me. In a work environment where not everyone was getting a raise, I continued on without one. And these events took place after I had got my life on track, moved into a new home, and was in the best state of mind I’d ever been in. This is where my own battle begins. This will serve as a goal-oriented post tracking whether I can continue the cybersecurity journey I’ve already started while also securing my IELTS score. I have a cybersecurity exam on October 21st; I will pass it and continue on a promising career path, while also obtaining a certification to validate my already strong English skills. After receiving this devastating news, I will put my thoughts into writing and move forward, using this as a source of motivation. I hadn't smoked for seven months, but two weeks ago I gave in and started again; I don't know where this is heading. That’s why I started this website. I’ll use this blog whenever I feel overwhelmed or need to open up to someone about my feelings. I might even upload my IELTS and cybersecurity notes here. I am writing this post before creating the website, so I am starting to build the site now to see just how determined I am.
